So I'm now going to review the past 7 days of eating/training/life.
- I should give the pizzas and social eating a bit of an ease up. On average I think I did alright but could've gone way harder with it. But trying to slim the waistline and keep a social life is a balancing act.
- My mom keeps asking if I'm eating well. I can tell her "yes" with a clear consicence due to the fact that bad eats are getting fewer and farther in between.
- I should probably be training more even though a proper diet of foods is essential. But I refuse to eat carrot sticks and celery for life.
- I really like Olympic lifts even though I haven't completely grasped all of the movements.
- After talking to a friend of mine, it's clear that I have much potential to do what I want (mainly get alot of female attention and horizontal action) but I'm going about it the wrong way. Even though I was under the impression that it was the right way. So now the quest begins to find out how do it the right way and start getting people where I'd like them to be.... and if that happens to lead to my bed then so be it. Yes, I know I'm not supposed to think it but everyone else is being loose and I'd like to try my hand @ that for a moment. Shiiiiet I got desires and wants too!
- I need to do a new workout plan from Dos' book. I'm off today so that's on the agenda as well as laundry, assignments and seeing wtf is up with my schedule.
- I also need to take certain exams already so that I can progress with this college shit. I'd really like to graduate already.
- Really, I just wanna smash. Alot. I think it's the fact that I'm seeing alot of people randomly (or maybe not) gettin' theirs and i'm playing the sideline like some of these footballers. whatever. i hope it passes, thinking about sex all day is hazardous.
- Yeah I'm really re-evaluating some things in my life right now. But it seems that everyday i do that. and it gets me one step closer to the nowhere that i've always feared.
- don't get it twisted. there are alot more things to life than being fly and getting laid. the 2 truths i've found is that life is short and i should do everything in my power to rock that shit to the fullest. but the day-to-day prohibits that.
-3rd truth. i have alot of potential. Potential is my life's story. but yet when it comes to meeting it, i see myself falling way short of expectations. every. time. so i must ask myself what it is that's holding me back or i'm holding back from myself. i'd like to actualize it from last week. matter of fact, i should've spent my life doing that shit.
- i think i just need some clarity. like HD quality though. like i'd like to know just WHAT it is that holds the key to me becoming my ultimate self. when i say ultimate i mean the best version of myself i can be.
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