So I come back from a DB3 meeting/get-together and find the apartment i live in cleaner than a mothrfucker SON. And I was thinking about it; conclusion being that I have to take some sort of control of my life and steer the ship in order to get what I want.
This requires me taking charge and making sure of little things like eating the right stuff, making sure my place is clean to bring girls through and the like. My room/suite mate always makes sure of this before he brings company through and I've been told that following his example wouldn't be the worst thing I've ever done. I also need to learn something about interior design because the extra re-arrangements done, I would not have thought about myself. Maybe its the emotional detachment I feel towards houses and homes in general. My thought process is akin to a traveler in a hotel; I'll be in and out and I'll take care of the other shit when I feel it's convenient.
Obviously, this can't work. No matter how temporary, I have to learn to clean up my living space. That and discard past stuff. You see, I have a lot of old clothes and junk I've acquired over my lifetime which hasn't been that long in certain senses. Seeing as money is usually tight and goes towards the cell bill and feeding myself, clothing's usually been a low priority right above the cleaning thing. But now I feel like in order to change for the better like I've said I'd be doing, the past must be discarded. So lemme see what I can pull up.
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